"No, it's not."
"I didn't realize how much--how much it affected me. I didn't want to let it get to me. But now I feel so strained, just so tired of it all. It was such a mindblowing thing."
"Have you talked to anyone else about this?"
"No."
"Why not?"
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"I dunno. I've never been that close to my family. I feel really distant. I've been thinking all afternoon whether I was just drunk or if I could have stopped him. Whether I really did want it....I don't know. I mean, I was drunk, I went to his room."